Role Play Here

Hey everyone, I had to write this story for a project. It took some time, but I finally got the just. The storys basically about a girl who looses everything after she gets pregnant and starts to do drugs. It was challenge; because I had to write in a girls point of view and incorporate some hard terms. Well anyways with that said please read and fill free to comment on it. Hope you enjoy it!!!

Here's the story

There might be erros, but It's because my microsoft dosen't work anymore. I edited it at school and tried to copy it from my microsoft but it's being an ass hole. So I had to use the one That isn't all the way edited.

FEAR OF THE DARK

Darkness, Darkness, Darkness and the constant thump of my heart. This is all I hear and see in my new life. I may see the flash of color on a sunny day, but other
than that it's dull, quiet, calm and gloomy in the never ending streets of Landey Falls. I remember when I used to hear the sounds of cheers and claps in the crowd.
I remember jumping and doing cartwheels impressing my little sister Kaylen. I could almost remember the words to the Landey Falls, J.V cheer. "Lets Go!
We are the mighty Lions! we bring the fire! So come on! Come on! Lets Go!" I spoke the words quietly as if they were burning inside my brain. It was days like
this that I missed my old life and my family to be. My name is Laya Carlington, I am seventeen and addicted to Meth. I remember the days before this pathetic life
I live now. Every Monday through Friday, I went to school, cheer practice and hung out with my boyfriend Bradd. Bradd, I remember him like it was yesterday. He was the
star quarterback of the Sea Lions, Varsity football team. We had met at one of Cheyennes Parties. It was the weekend that Varsity had won their game against Greenling,
and I was dragged along by one of my bestfriends, Mariah. Except, Mariah payed no attention to me through the whole party because she was either making out with her boyfriend
Ron, or In the back room with him doing god know's what. So I had shacked up on the couch and talked to a friend, but was interupted by the hottest guy in school, Bradd Harlem.
I had a crush on him ever since First grade when we were kids. "Hey Bradd, Whats up?" I looked at him trying not to blush. He smiled and flashed those baby blues at me and it was like
my heart melted, "Nothing Lay, what about you?" I tried not to stare at his mouth or his face, so I set my eyes on a spot close to his face, but not looking directly at it. "Nothing. Just came here with
Mariah, but she's so busy with Ron; that she hasn't came out to even hang with me" she glanced back at the room and then back at him. He laughed and smiled "Well, it seems like there having fun.
So why not you, Mrs. Carlington?" I smiled and laughed at the comment about Mariah and Ron and then looked back at him "Yea, guess they are. Nothing to do and everyones so intoxicated and out of
their mind, or getting high somewhere in the back. No one to really hang out with." He smiled again and he knew he had me in his grasp "Well, Mrs. Carlington; my schedule is free and im completely
unintoxicated or unhigh. Lets have some fun" he said as he pulled me away from my resting spot and into the flow of jirating and dancing bodies. As the music got louder, I lost myself in the music and
danced with Bradd. My hips moved intune with his and soon we were kissing. He was so gentle, yet firery with passion. We made out the whole time, untill the party was broken up by the cops. Everyone
scattered. Bradd drove me home. That night was the first of many nights with my star quarterback. Months after months of constant desires, late night make out sessions, stolen kisses in class and in the
hallways. Finally, I felt like it was the time to tell him I loved him. It was his birthday; and we had been going out for nine months and tomorrow would be ten. I was so estatic and happy, but very
exited to tell Bradd that I loved him. Brandon had threw a party for Bradd and he had invited a couple of girls; including Mrs. Cant keep her hands off my man, Rachel. The night actually went good and great.
Me and Bradd left early and went back to his house, since his parents were on a one week vacation in honolulu. He cooked dinner, then we watched reruns of Smurfs and other cartoons. Finally, the time
had come, as we were making out in his room. "I love you, Bradd" I looked at him scared of what his response would be. "I love you too, boo" he smiled and soon we were all over each other. Not
knowing where one or the other ended. That was the best night ever. Weeks passed on and I started feeling sick and uneasy. I had went to the doctor, but they didn't see anything wrong. Then the thought
occured to me "What if I'm pregnant?" That thursday night, I picked up a one response from walmart and took the test. Several Agonizing minutes wondering "what would happen? What if I'm pregnant,
would Bradd still love me? Would he leave me to fend by myself, even though I had Dad and Kaylen to help me." So many thoughts and images kept playing through my head, like a non stop slide show.
Finally, the moment of truth came. As I picked up the destiny holder of my life, I glanced at the screen for results. All of sudden I couldn't breathe, the demon device dropped from my hands and clattered
to the tiled floor. I dropped to the ground, shocked, scared and afraid. I pulled my knees to my chest and balled for what seemed like hours. My father came in and tried to see what was wrong, but all I could
say was "No! It can't be. How am I susposed to deal with this and tell Bradd?" My father looked around the clustered bathroom and froze as he narrowed his eyes at the small device laying flat on the
tiled floor. He slowly reached down and his brown eybrows nitted and froze as his eyes and mouth took on a whole new expression. He stared at me with shock and confusion and disappointement "Laya
What is this? What have you got yourself into girl! You know I have such high hopes for you and always will, but this is unacceptable!" I slowly glanced up, my eyes were bloodshot red and tears poured
down my face in a rivery mess of salt water and make up "Dad, I am so..sorry..I..don't..I dont...how..why..I'm so confused." I let the sadness leak out of me like a loose leak in a sink pipe. My fahter glanced
back at me then his mouth softened and his face calmed, but his eyes stayed the same. "I know baby, I know. Don't worry we'll get through this." From that night I felt a little bit of confidence and hope in my
dads words. So the next day; when Bradd picked me up from cheer practice, I told him. He was still happy about his 17th birthday and the special night we had shared. I gave my virtue up to him and he was glad he was the
one. He smiled and kissed me on the cheeck and held my hand "Whats up Baby?" I looked at him and tried to hide the powerful news I was about to tell him "Nothing boo, just thinking." He glanced at me
sideways like he didn't believe a word I said "Yea ok, Mrs. Carlington. Now tell me whats wrong." I smiled at his determination and concern "Well theres something I need to tell you..but ..I..I.I dont know how
to say it." He stared at me and squeezed my hand for reassurance "Say it already boo. You know you can tell me anything." I glanced back at the window then back at him "Well I..I..uh..I..I'm preg..nant. Im pregnant"
I stammered trying to hold back the tears. His face changed so fast it was like he was stunned by a tazer. "Your...what?" "I'm pregnant" I said again looking into his face for answers. He turned away again
and glanced back outside like there was something out there that could pull his attention away from this uncomfortable situation. "Well is it mine? Are you sure?" I turned towards him so fast, I swear my head
would've rolled off and landed in his lap. "Realy! Are you serious. I haven't slept with anyone besides you, you should know that. And yes I am sure! Gosh Bradd your so.." I look back out the window and
watch everyone outside walking, talking and laughing. He finally sighs and cupps my face "I'm sorry boo, I didn't mean to upset you. I am sorry." I glance at his face and notice he really means it. I smile and kiss his lips.
He squeezes my hands for reassurance and I feel hope link us. Months passed and I grew in size. I was so tired, stressed out, depressed, happy, sad and always arguing with bradd. He didn't take it to heart cause of my
condition. A few more months passed and the time snuck up on us. I was outside with Kaylen watching her riding her bike; when I felt this powerful sensation and heard water splash on the ground. "Oh..My waters broke!"
Kaylen rushes towards the phone and calls Dad. Soon my dad drives up with Bradd and they help me into the car. Bradd talks to me the whole time and helps me keep calm, although I was screaming hysterically the whole time.
Hours pass and soon I'm in a hospital bed with my Dad to my left and Bradd on my right. I am still having contractions and crying from all the pain. Then the time comes for me to push and by that time I'm ready for the darn
thing to get out of me. The doctor comes in and prepares me to get ready. I stare at my dad and then at Bradd and began to push. I am screaming and crying hysterically. "Push!" the doctor yells over my screaming. "I am!" I
fire back and push harder. I cant feel my legs or my lower back. I am constantly taunted and hurting. I scream one last time and soon the room breaks out with crying and wailing. "Congragulations! Its a girl!" I try to smile, but
can't cause I'm in so much pain. I can't bear it any longer. My vision starts to fade, my eyes roll back and everything is plunged into darkness. I wake up to the beep of my monitor and white dancing in my vision. I finally adjust
my eyes and spot my dad in the chair by the corner. I try to sit up and accidently wake my dad up. Kaylen layed in an armchair knocked out. "Baby girl, how are you feeling?" I try to smile, but fail still hurting everywhere "I feel like I've been beaten
a thousand times, but other then that getting better" He chuckles and stands by my side "Dont worry baby, you'll soon feel better. Guess what?" I smile and look at him "What Daddy?" He laughs at my sudden child name "Theres a beautiful little
girl who wants to see you." He slowly raches down and picks up the most beautiful child, I had ever seen. She looked like the picture of innocence and purity. He placed her in my arms and as soon as he lifted his arms away she opened her eyes
and stared at me with the most prettiest blue/turquoise eyes I had ever seen. "Hello Boo, I'm your mama and your name is Allea Madeline Carlington. Welcome to the new world, my sweet baby." she smiled as Allea stirred and curled her fingers
as if to say "hey." A few days by and I finally got to leave the hospittal with Allea. I was taught everything about how to take care of Allea. I started wondering why Bradd hadn't called me back yet. "He probally is just giving me time to adjust. I'll see him
on monday." Then Monday arrived and I had to leave Allea with her grandma, Keirian. As I arrived at school, I saw that Bradd was extra early. I grabbed my books and bags from the counter and checked in with the attendance. They all congragulated me and welcomed me
back. After I left the attendence; I headed towards my first period class, but got stopped by a lot of people who wanted to say hello and congragulate me. Three more periods passed and I was so ready to see my boo. As soon as that bell blared; I grabbed my bag and shot out of the class room.
I saw him at his locker with Rachel and was confused at first, untill he kissed her and his hands were all over her. I stormed over there and pushed her off my man and pushed him into the locker "What the..Why are you kissing her of all people." He looked so shocked and uneasy
"I uh..Well...Hey boo your back." I glared at him and planted my hands on my hips "Don't you boo me, What the heck Bradd? I just had our daughter and your over here cheating on me with some trash from the trailer park. Seriouslly I thought you had more sense, dignity and class."
I grabbed my water bottle and took off the cap and poured it over his head. "Have a nice life" I turned and marched towards lunch. Days passed and I never returned any of Bradds calls. My father forbade him to see his daughter or me. Soon I just couldn't keep up with school anymore and
dropped out. My father constantly got on to me and scolded me, but I never slipped on keeping Allea right. When I put Allea to bed; I would look at the picture of me and Bradd at prom and start crying all over again. I couldn't stand the depression and sadness and would result to
thinking about cutting myself, but never did because my father and little sister had been killed in a car accident two days later. Depression had really set in and I no longer could stand it. I left Allea at my grandparents saying I would return monday, but never did. I started doing drugs to try to get over the pain.
They would work for a couple of hours and when they wore off; I was in my room screaming and crying. Since no one was paying for the house; it was put up for sell and I was ashamed to go back to my grand parents. I threw my phone down a storm drain and made my way downtown of Landey
Falls. There I would forget about everything because I would be so high up on the drugs; nothing would process right. There were nights when I had enough money from begging to get more drugs and would be laughing hysterically on the streets. Then there were times when I barely had a dollar and
the lonliness, pain and regret would set in and I would cry and punch the concrete walls till thin streams of blood would pour down my knuckles and stain my hands crimson red. I didn't know how Allea was or where she was. I could never forget her no matter how high I got off the drugs. See thats the
the thing about the darkness, it consumes you and feeds off your fear's untill there's nothing left. I made the mistake of not staying strong and I let my fears overtake me. As my last final words to you and all to come; heed my warning and listen. The darkness is everywhere and it's always changing. Dont
give in no matter how hard you want to, because if you do then you to will be, Afraid of the dark too.

wow that is somegood writing skills you got there I like it

aww thank you so much. It took me 3 hours. It's like 7 pages in microsoft.

Wow,That's Swaggie :-D

Lol!! Thanks Mads

No prob buddy : )

Yay! lmao -hugs-

I guess this is a good place to drop in, haha, I'm new here>.< But this is very good, but I would let us get more aquainted with Laya before you start telling us how she's addcted to meth and pregnant. Otherwise, it's an awesome style, keep up the good work!

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