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I need to get this out, but you don't have to read it if you don't like.... On foopets, about 2 months ago, I met this boy. He was so funny, sweet, and loving. Then I met the real him, He is suicidal, and scared. He has atempted suicide 2 times, as far as I know. I brought him out of that, I was all he had left, and he clinged to me. We loved eachother, as crazy as that seems. I know it's pretty dumb to love someone you've met online....but there really is no other way to put it, we loved eachother. I was there with him at 3AM when he was in the hosipital after stabbing himself with a knife. I was there when he was having troubles with his sexuallity, I was there for him to listen to his troubles, I was there for him through everything. Then.....He quit. He told me "This place is a hell hole for of horrible people" and when I asked "Do you even care about me anymore? Even the slightest bit?" He said "I don't even know......." Yeah, That killed me inside. After all I went through with him, After that pain and stress he put me through knowing he could be dead the next day...He ditched me just like that.... This happened a few weeks ago, but it hurts, It hurts in my heart knowing I was nothing to him, knowing he could be dead this very second.... | |
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-- I LIKE PIE!!!! "Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly... stupid."- Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl "There will come a time when you have a chance to do the right thing. I love those moments. I like to wave at them as they pass by."- Elizabeth Swann and Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest "Curious. Your friends appear to be quite desperate, Jack. Perhaps they no longer believe that a gathering of squabbling pirates can defeat the Flying Dutchman. And so despair leads to betrayal. And you and I are no strangers to betrayal, are we, Jack? [Jack, who has been looking through various containers, stops and glances at a P mark on his arm] [turning to face Jack] It's not here, Jack. What? What isn't? The Heart of Davy Jones is safely aboard the Dutchman, and so unavailable for use as leverage to satisfy your debt to the good Captain. By my reckoning, that debt has been settled. By your death... yet here you are. Close your eyes and pretend it's all a bad dream. That's how I get by."- Lord Cutler Beckett and Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End "Clergyman, on the off chance that this does not go well for me, I would like you to note it-hearing now-that I am fully prepared to believe in whatever I must, and be welcomed into that place where all the "goody-goodies" want to go once they pop their clogs. Savvy? We have a word for that, Jack. You can convert. I was thinking more of an as-needed basis."- Jack Sparrow and Philip Swift, Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides
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*Sigh* I will be... | |
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I dated a guy like that met him on black ops, xbow he was sweet but I knew he wastroybled he told me he hated me but I never left j knew he'd kill himself he told me wanted to push me away so he could kill himself. Maybe hebdoes care? | |
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Member Posts: 4014 | I'm sooo sorry. But mabie Friendly is right mabie he just said that so you woulnt miss him so he could finally kill himself.... Once again I'm soooo sorry hun. :(( | |
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-- I MISSED U GUYS SO MUCH!!!Now im into hideing idk if she can tell its me or not oh well.
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